Okay, so when I’m at school, in the break time or when the teacher step out for a moment or walking to classes or in any free time I might have, I’m reading. That’s because I can’t find any genuinely captivating apps like games, I can’t draw because there’s so little time and space at school, I can’t listen to music because every earbuds I’ve ever owned broke, and I’m not going to talk to anyone. Psssshh, talking? Who does that these days? -Nervous laughter- Continue reading
This is getting a bit weird. So over the last few months when I have nothing to do I’ve been drawing a few things, mostly just copying others, because it’s fun. Just a few drawings, nothing much, not that good either.
But then today I was about to continue writing a CaptainSparklez fanfiction, when a song came on the radio that just screamed CaptainSparklez/waglington to me, even though I don’t ship them… (Well, didn’t. Now I do.) And for some reason my go-to was to draw them. Not write, draw. Continue reading
So I’ve been officially diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome, which is a form of autism, a few years ago. It’s common that a person with Asperger’s Syndrome has other mental disorders as well. Then a few weeks back I started researching ADHD, and saw a lot of things I can relate to. I went on a mad research spree, like Stiles levels of research, and now I’m being tested for ADD.
Despite the difficulties I’ve complained about, I think I’m the luckiest teenager alive. Continue reading
Some time ago, a few years or something, my mom, step-dad and one or two of my brothers and I watched the first Death Note movie. At the time I absolutely loved it and immediately asked that we watch the second movie, which my mother understandably denied because it was already waaay past my bedtime. A few days later mom told me to go wash my hair, so I did. When I was done and went back downstairs my family was watching Death Note 2,and already at the end of the movie so I saw a lot of spoilers. They hadn’t told me that they would watch it, hadn’t asked me to join or even waited until I was done showering. It felt like I wasn’t even there, like I wasn’t part of the family, and that hurt.
So the result was a screaming match(well on my end at least), tears and the most insincere apology I’ve ever heard. They didn’t even feel bad.
So the movie was ruined and I never watched Death Note again because I had already seen the ending. Thanks a lot.